Rhianna Blogs:

A lot of Mark’s readers have asked me how does it feel to be able to squirt, what makes the difference and why learn to do it at all? Why bother? Why ever not? It’s our birthright, it’s a part of ourselves, it’s an amazing part of our sexuality. For someone who just learned it, it actually is just plain cool. I love being able to do it. I love the feeling of bliss, of a release that runs through my body. I love how it makes my husband feel. Itmakes me feel more powerful, more myself; it feels good to own another part of my sexuality. To go really deep, and not to be afraid. Because this orgasm is deep.

Comparing to a usual clitoral orgasm it goes to a totally different level. I feel like I’m taking our intimacy, our connection to a new, deeper level. And I’m in control of it, I let it go when I want to, when I know I can go deeper, when I don’t cheat myself and go for an easy and quick release of a clitoral orgasm.

Do you notice how a clitoral orgasm lives you wanting more? It leaves me unsatisfied, wanting more, again and again. It makes me hungrier, and I need to come a few times in a row to feel satisfied. If I don’t I might feel sad or even angry, like it just was not enough, like something was missing. There is nothing missing after I squirt, I know I go as deep as it goes, I feel so blissful, I feel complete, I don’t usually want to cum again, although sometimes I do but it doesn’t come from a place of not getting enough, it comes from a desire to go even deeper. I still don’t squirt every time I have sex.  Sometimes I’m not in the mood, sometimes it’s all about hard, raw sex, when we can’t get enough of each other. And I still don’t have a total control.  Sometimes I feel like I’m about to squirt, but I don’t, and I’m not sure how to bring it on. Sometimes I’m just too tired and sleepy. But it’s all ok, it makes it even more special for me, because when I do cum, when I squirt, I feel complete.